$^&*%!
That's how I feel right now after my first shift on the job at a (bit of a dive) country club as a server/bartender/whatever-else-they-can-think-of. I was thrown into 9 hours of mayhem without a break (what the huck? <-- new word) with no training. Good thing I wasn't afraid to ask questions! While the experienced girls went out for a smoke break (x 1,000,000), THIS girl had to make a couple of drinks-- remember...NO training (PROBABLY no one went home sick).
Oh well, at least I am finally making money.
Perks: free use of golf course, tennis courts, badminton courts, indoor pool/hot tub, and fitness centre (+ free eats).
I always said I'd NEVER work in the food industry again after a summer at Boston Pizza. I still stick to my reasonings, but right now I just need some income. Since I'm looking for a more long-term job, this one will probably end up being temporary.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not a quitter- but I'm not a "settler" either. NOT bashing server jobs- but it's just not 'me' and I don't like to settle for anything that's not 'me'. It's a fact of life that you're going to have to work your way up the ladder to get what you want in life; you gotta work the crappy jobs before you get the good jobs (unless by some lucky stroke you're Heidi Montag...no experience/skill/brains required, just a camera following you around wherever you go to snag a sweet gig). I know what I'd really love to do, and I know it's going to take hard work (and $$$$ & connections), but I think I'm entitled to be a little picky on what I do while I get there. I just see so many people settling and underestimating themselves and it makes me NOT want to do that (because I know it's so easy to do- heck, I'm guilty of it!). And for crying out loud- I have a college degree! Doesn't that count for anything?!
Anyway, this post got a lot more emotionally involved than I thought it would...(I could go on)! Well- since it did, might as well give you parting words to live by:
"What are you gonna do with your life?"
"I'm gonna get what I want." (tosses hair)
(Thank you for those wise words,
Kelly)
For now, the evening only calls for me putting my (sore) feet up and re-cooperating ("Chef"- as he likes us to call him- is CRAZY..seriously).
Shalom.